Down

Tired, boring and stressful is words expressing my mood right now. Days after Tet holiday, especially the last 2 days, I find nothing inspire me in work. So boring, monotonous and dull. I scared to face up with work everyday…Nothing special! All day hovering about things seem to be a nightmare. Hubby used to say that Every job has its own advantages and disadvantages. And we not always receive all the best in work. That’s right. Hubby said that I work in accordance with my feelings, concretely I only love working only when I satisfied myself in work, and it is apposed to in the rest. I think that not only me but also everybody like that – you know. I hate my job now. How I can continue without my love for work ???. That’s so difficult. I myself feel that I wasted all knowledge as well as English skills when doing this job. I want to communicate more and more, I want my ability must be highly appreciated. I want to contact with customers, deal with their problems…and much more rather than doing nonsense at the moment. I have the desire to be staff of aviation…, which seems to be interesting and good.

I’m in stalemale. Not myself can not find another job, but I have to deal with my studying at night. Hubby said that my current job is suitable for me, as I have many time spending for studying. Sometimes I myself wonder that we learn so much for what??? The truth is that working experiences have 70 percent coming from the reality, only 30 percent from university. Why we evaluate people through certificates, that’s unfair. So disappointed I am! I can not share this with anyone, even Hubby cause the way I think about work is different from him. I only know keeping it in my mind, and one day it will be broken out. I think that

The mood so far is number 0. Extremely down